I honestly thing that that is perfectly done because people feelings are so much different and you could be in love and I’m sooooooooo happy for you! You deserve this so much! I’m so jealous of you two to. :( but it’s not that big of a deal. How did kasey react when you finally told her everything? I saw her the other day at subway lol. Hope she took it okay!
Well I haven’t sent or received a text from andy since the day that he left and I actually am okay with that and I don’t mind It at the moment. And I think that that is helping me so much because I’m not seeing his name and i got rid of ALL of his texts that he sent me and I think that much has helped a lot though to.
I have been talking to Dorian a lot and we hung out tonight (Saturday night) and I smoked again for the first time since 4-20 yeah baby. Lol and the last time I smoked I was with Dorian .. Weird huh? But we hung out with like Dylan franek.. The one that’s dating Ali Klasues. And then there were a bunch of other people and at first it was really awkward because I didnt know anyone. And then I took a couple hits off the choke, && then half of Dorians cig. It wasn’t much but I got buzzed right away. And I had to be home at 10:30 and I was like I CAN’T be late I’m already technically not able to do anything so I couldn’t fuck this much up. So he brought me home and it was like 10:15 and he dropped me off and we were just like sitting in my drive way talking and I forgot to grab spray so I had to spray some of his collange on me to his the spray..which smells realllllly freaking good. And after we were talking we got out and he gave me a big hug, and then went in for a kiss and we made out. And then he goes “Goodnight Cutie” with a big smile on his face. It was really nice to have that and it really made me think of how much I really didn’t have the feelings for Andy like I used to because it feels so right what I’m doing.
Dats all for now.